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i long for the days my hands had the strength to hold a hardback book for any length of time
Increased my reps and didn’t use any stabilisers… Completely buggered now but it was sooo good!!!
There is also a Dirty Granny who goes on Mondays. I’m used to being the youngest one there by lots and having relatively inane conversations with the little old ladies, but today’s one was just brilliant.
She walked in, full make up and hair perfect, gets in the pool and off she goes, halfway way through the session she was talking about going to see Gone Girl (which I’m dying to see) and she said it was fantastic!!! She was raving about it, then she says that the sex scenes were so good they made her wish she was younger and healthier so she could go at it. Apparently the girl friend who went with her was blushing and covering her eyes while Dirty Granny was loving it…
With chronic fatigue do you ever just try and convince yourself that you are just being lazy and it’s something you can control because it’s driving you nuts and making you crazy and sad to be so worn out all of the time. It’s like I miss regularly showering and doing things.
The thing that’s so disgusting about the murders of Trayvon Martin, Mike Brown, Sean Bell etc (a very long list) is that it’s not like we’re trying to figure out who killed them. We know perfectly well. We’re just trying to figure out if that black kid deserved to die. They’re humanity is put on trial, like being a person wasn’t enough. Black people literally have to prove that we’re worthy of living.